Me dices algo y haces contrario
Creí que me amabas, me fallas en todo
Todavía te quiero, no entiendo por qué
Aunque me haces daño cada dia
Yo estoy aquí pero nunca me necesitas
Te estorbo, te molesto ¿por qué no me voy?
No creas que no eres importante para mi
No pienses que te odio pero algo en mí cambió
No hay salida
No hay ninguna explicación
O al menos parece que no
Porque no entiendo mis sentimientos
Nada es suficiente
Eso no es lo que te quiero decir
Pero me niego tratar, me deja exhausta, no puede funcionar
Necesito olvidarte
No para siempre pero ahora lo intentaré
Es más difícil de lo que parece
Si no pensara en ti, ¿qué haría?
Hay que llenar mi mente con otras cosas
Pero tomará tiempo pa’ curar
Aunque me haces daño, nunca quisiera lastimarte
Aunque no puedo entender, yo siempre trataré
No hay razón por sufrir a menos que yo lo merezco
Esta pena que yo aguanto nunca será entendido
No sé por qué te quiero pero eso nunca va a cambiar
Yo amo como sufro, si no haría algo ya
Yo trato de decirte estas cosas que me destrozan
Pero siempre tendré miedo de confesar
Lo que está escondido en mi corazón que te falta
You tell me something and you do the opposite
I thought you loved me, you fail me in everything
I still love you, I don't understand why
Although you hurt me every day
I'm here but you never need me
I’m in your way, I annoy you, why don't I leave?
Don’t think that you are not important to me
Don’t think that I hate you but something in me changed
There’s no way out
There’s no explanation
Or at least it don't seem like it
Because I don't understand my feelings
Nothing is enough
That’s not what I want to tell you
But I refuse to try, it leaves me exhausted, it can't work
I need to forget you
Not forever but for now I'll try
It’s more difficult than it seems
If I didn't think of you, what would I do?
I have to fill my mind with other things
But it will take time to heal
Although you hurt me, I would never want to hurt you
Although I cannot understand, I will always
try
There is no reason to suffer unless
I deserve it
This pain that I endure will never be
understood
I don't know why I love you but that will never change
I love how I suffer, if not, I would do something now
I try to tell you these things that destroy me
But I'll always be afraid to confess
What is hidden in my heart that lacks you
Katelyn Flanagan, a bilingual musician, utilizes her love for Spanish to craft lyrics and melodies that speak for the soul as it goes through its journey in life. “Todavía te quiero” was composed during her first semester of freshman year at St. Norbert College as she was encountering new experiences, building relationships, and justifying her beliefs.
